Complexed .....

.. And here i sit wondering how to put it, not that i am not aware of what to write but "how" is something i am mulling over.
it rains.. and when it does just close your eyes and when you listen close and careful you realize the sound of rain drops is hypnotic... might sound mushy boring but then again i am just a girl appreciating and most importantly paying attention to those small things that bring a smile on my lips ... and set my thought ticking ... so yes it is raining outside and YES it is me sitting here , and YES i am happy.

The one thing that no matter how hard i try never occurs to me is why is it that satisfaction is like a horizon .. go forward and further it backs up, and all the while you think you are nearing it ? the more i think of it the more i wonder why are human emotions so COMPLEXED?
it might be true .. i might be an inquisitive being, but the point here is i am glad that i am inquisitive, lot many things are solved and understood due to this trait.

... don't be puzzled as to where the above para cam from ... this post was meant to be complexed and about complexities right... !!

Its ranning outside ( and i guess that works as an inspiration for me .... FYI first post was also triggered by rain lol ) and i just feel like a little kid ... happy and dancing enjoying in my lala land ... drifting and loving to be carried away... the part i enjoy the most about being "me" is that no emotion, especially the bad and dark one are for too long... its easy for me to sway and convince myself and hence i end up being happy... no matter what. I think more people should be that easy to tackle by themselves, half the problems in life would be sorted as you have a new perspective now.

so then i guess life is a beautiful mess all around you, you just need to pick your favorite specks! :)